Piano Concerto No. 2 in C Minor, Op. 18: II. Adagio sostenuto · Leif Ove Andsnes. Rachmaninov: Piano Concertos Nos. 1 & 2.
It's a sad, reflective piece, and at points hard to bear. It just reminded me of loss, the loss of the things I loved the most, my mom and dad. Loss of other people, too, things not so much, mainly the loss of people. It's only people that can break your heart. Speaking of loss reminded me of Elizabeth Bishop's poem, "The Art of Losing," 1979. It doesn't read like a highly technical poem, nor does it capture the grief of loss so much. It has a bit of a cavalier attitude toward loss, like it's no big thing.
I heard this Rachmaninoff on the way to get coffee this morning, and it reminded me of how Mom and Dad loved, endearingly and deeply. I miss being in their physical presence when they were overwhelmed by loving feelings for their mom and dad. And too for their affection and doting love for their sons and daughters.
